Okay, so I was 114.6 this morning. Yay! I’m going down! Oh, and I just realized why I haven’t been losing weight; I’ve been PMSing for the past week and I’ve been bloated. This also explains why I’ve been in such a bad mood and why I overate last night (only a few hundred calories over, nothing I can’t compensate for). Well, the peek was yesterday, so I should be getting back on track with everything today. Like, my weight was down this morning, I don’t want to eat everything in sight, I’m in a pretty good mood, and I’m not falling asleep left and right. So I think I’m getting back to normal. Unfortunately, I think this means I’m not going to be able to reach my goal weight for July 4th, but I am going to set a new goal.
current weight: 114.6
goal weight for next Thursday: 111.6 or less
ultimate goal weight (for now): 109
I did my whole 4 miles yesterday and I’m ready to do it again today! I just want to be skinny by the time school starts. I must be skinny my senior year. I have always wanted to be thin and I am going to make it happen. I just wish I had felt this urgency earlier in my life.
Bleh, anyway, I can’t wait to be skinny! I will be so happy when I can lie on my side and my belly button won’t migrate toward the bed because gravity is pulling on my fat.
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