So.. now we get to the fun stuff. LOL
okay so I almost 100 % sure im all done having babies. I have always wanted to have larger breast. NOT huge , but I wanted some to fill my bra. I wanted to be able to take my bra off and not hide myself from others. living in finland has been hard in that area. the people are so free with their bodies. like the swimming halls and saunas.. no ones even looking at each other as to who’s body is better looking. Moms where bikinis to the beach here even when they are on the heavy side. its just fine.
so about 6 months ago I told my husband that I think I want to have a breast augmentation. He was very supportive and knew that I loved my boobs when my milk came in and I was breast feeding. He even told me I seemed so happy.
we decided to do research for 4-6 months. call some doctors, look at prices ect. I also had to start to try and stop breast feeding a bit. little baby was about 2 years old at this time. So I tried to just wean him little by little. it took about 2 months before he only comfort nursed, at night and my milk flow was pretty much gone. My breast where also gone even more. Like im talking nothing!!!
My husband called to one Private hospital about getting a breast augmentation. I had a consultation time and a surgery date set for may 31, 2009.
I didnt go through with it though, We decided that I was still going to look around , so to speak. The price was HIGH and also they right away suggested anatomical implants for me. after doing so much research I felt that because my breast where deflated and had no fullness above the nipple that I DIDNT want to have anatomical implants. What I wanted was to have more fullness above my nipple and to be rounder.
So again after lots of research we called and set a time up with another place. Went for a consult. During the consult I was very well informed as to the cons and complications of breast implants. nothing was sugar coated. we talked about size and my desires.
It was nice. I looked at many different photos of before and afters. At one point I even had to ask
“why are they all so small!!”
most of the photos where of implants in the 200cc to 275cc range. Very nice results but much smaller then what I thought would look good on my body. After looking at hundreds and hundreds of photos on line with women my height, weight and pre boob size I wanted to be about 400-450 cc. At least a nice D cup.
I was told it was going to be a big change for me. but after measuring my breast I was then told I could get 400cc in the high profile. The high profile would give me more fullness up top. I was very happy, but of course still wanted the 450cc!! LOL
I set my surgery date. I actually had to wait 2 months extra because the doctor wanted to be sure I was not still producing milk. I also had a mammogram and blood work done.
Then I just had to wait for the big day June 25.
It was a long wait. All i did was research boobs. looked at before and afters. learned about how to treat the scars. what kind of bras to wear. all sorts of info I found from the site:
justbreastimplants.com
so I passed the days by , by eating well. working out and just going boob crazy I guess!!
I will stop this entry here and start a new post starting with the day of surgery and up till now.
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